Rock It 'Til Waterfalls

      

Nicki

I sat back in my seat on my private jet, “listening” to the pilot go on and on about airplane safety and if something bad should happen, here’s what to do. He should honestly turn his chubby ass around and go back to the cockpit. Me, Thembi and Sherika made it obvious we weren’t paying attention, but this nigga kept talking and talking.
“Sir, I’m sorry, but I got places to be and people to see and you’re holdin’ me up.”
“Ms. Minaj, this is for your and friends safety. So if you don’t mind…”

I know this pasty pale ass muthafucka didn’t just shut me up. I was about to say something until I heard Sherika clear her throat. I cut my eyes in her direction and looked back at my mentions on twitter, hearing a slight giggle from Thembi.

Now, in a bad mood, I open my twitter app to talk to my Barbz in hopes of them cheering me up. As soon as that pissed me off, I opened my Apple laptop and finished some of my work. Luckily, the flight was long at all and I was in Vegas in no time.

| Final Day In Vegas |

I tried to hide my excitement to finally see my husband. It’s been a long time. We had a rough patch but everything has pretty much gone back to normal and I’m excited to pick up where we left off. Well kinda. Where we left off was kinda bad, so um start a new leaf I guess.

“You both know I can hear you right?” I told my girls who were snickering and whispering.

“Oh really? What were we talkin’ about?” Thembi’s smart ass asked me.

“Not sure, but it was probably about me.”

“Conceited much?” Sherika chimed in.

After shooting a glare at them, Sherika and Thembi confessed that they were in fact talking about me, which I already knew. They were talking about the usual, me and Drizzy Drake.

“Girl stop frontin’! You know you want some of Drizzy D!”

“Thembi shut the fuck up.”

“And you were less bitchy when you got it on the regular.”

“Sherika!!”

“See.”

“Alright, I’m sick of you hoes! I’m leavin’.”

“Wait!” Sherika shouted.

“What?”

“Where are you going?”

“To check out Club Haze, Big Sean is hosting.”

 “Well hold on, wait for us.”

“No I won’t. Goodnight.”

“Aww someone’s in their feelings.” I heard Thembi yell from a distance then I heard them cackles. I rolled my eyes so hard I almost gave myself a headache.


                                                 ~~~~~~~~~~


During the elevator ride up to my suite, I reflected on my trip. It started off on a bad foot but ended up being a great long weekend. I know I don’t usually do the club scene anymore but I actually had fun good point in my life. The elevator dinged and the door opened, snapping me out of my thoughts.

Unlocking the door, a sudden rush of excitement rippled through me, remembering that I see the *sighs* love of my life.

 Quickly, I undressed and took off my makeup and climbed into bed.

Drake

For the first time in a long time I actually woke up, happy. It’s been a minute since me and Nic got to spend time together. Swinging my feet off my bed, I got up to do my morning routine.
Leaving my room and making the long trek to my kitchen to make a quick breakfast I saw what a mess my house was. After contemplating about if I should clean or not, I began picking up and throwing away the bigger items that were just laying around.

Hours had passed and the anticipation of seeing was too much. I looked outside and saw my boys swimming and playin’ basketball. Opening the door, going outside my boys saw me and dapped me.

“Where ya been Drizzy?”

“In the house.”

“Oh word? I ain’t know that.” Ryan said sarcastically.

“Oh Ry you ain’t know, Nicki’s coming over.” OB added.

I couldn’t help but smile when he mentioned her name. I shook my head and walked off before they could ask questions.

“Aww shit nigga! Drizzy ‘bout to get some pussy!!” Chubbs hollered. Still smiling, I tried to ignore them ‘cause if it leads into that, then fine and if not, that’s cool too.

“Nothing from Drizzy? Wow.” Courtne said,

“Y’all wildin’ Imma just sit here in silence.”

“Damn Drake.”

“Look, I’m just bullshittin’ around til she gets here.” I replied getting into my pool.

I switched the topic and I started talking to my boys. Out of the corner of my eye, I see Courtne grab my iPhone and order me to look down and put my hand on my head.

“Just do it!”

“Okay! Damn.”

After hearing the sound of a camera snapping a picture, I figured out what she was doing.

“Lemme see.”

“No I got you.” I sighed and shook my head. Maybe coming out here wasn’t the best idea.

Nicki

I woke up to the sound of my phone alarm going off. I was about to hit snooze but then I realized today is the day. I sprang out of my bed and proceeded to do my morning rituals. Collecting the few items of mine that were out, I quickly threw them in my purse.

“GET UP BUTTHOLES!! I GOTTA GO! HURRY UP AND GET READY TO LEAVE OR I’M LEAVIN’ YA ASSES HERE!” I shouted over the banging and clanging I was making to get Sherika and Thembi up.

“Ughhhh.” They both groaned in unison.

“Oh good morning my sunshines, glad to see you guys are awake.”

“C’mon Them, let hurry up so she can get dicked down and shit can go back to normal.” Sherika told Thembi.

“Oh shut up.”

“We all know what’s gonna happen, whether it’s a plan or not, quit frontin’, nothing’s wrong with getting some dick.”

“We’re leaving in 10 minutes.”

Just as I was double checking I had everything, the girls were behind me waiting.

“We’re ready your highness.”

“Great! Oh y’all look like y’all could use some dick. You know there’s nothing wrong with little dick.” I said mockingly.

After riding the elevator down, we got in our waiting car that is taking us to the airport. I decided to check my Instagram feed. As I scrolled down, I saw Drake’s photo.


Not gonna lie, he is lookin fuckin’ sexy. Before I knew it we were at the private airport. Again, we got the stupid ass safety speech. I just wanna go see my Aubrey, is that too much to ask for?

Before, we got on the plane, I texted Aubz, a plane emoji. Hopefully, he’ll figure it out.

| Back in LA |

I discreetly rushed into my house and grabbed my bigger purse and threw my new bathing suit, some clothes, my toiletries, and other items in there. Quickly, scurrying into the bathroom to freshen up before I left. I brushed my teeth, checked the little bit of makeup I had on, threw my hair in a bun, and smoothed over my casual outfit. God, I was nervous.

It’s just Drake, why the hell am I so nervous?

After taking a breath, I left the bathroom,  grabbed my bag on the way out of my room and said my goodbyes to my girls then I was off to finally see my husband.

Drake

After seeing the message Nic sent me, I started to get really nervous. She always made me nervous. She was the only woman that was capable of doing that. I started reminiscing about us in the past. The way we understood each other, how we could tell each other everything or nothing, how good her silky skin felt against mine, us being close, just everything. I wanna hug her and kiss her, hell, just seeing her is enough for me. I just miss her man, her smile, her laugh, just her.

My phone alerted me to a text message, bringing me out of my thoughts. Her text read, on my way, I felt my heart rate quicken when I read it. Sitting around, waiting wasn’t doing me any good, so I decided to go back outside.

“She comin’ yet?” Ryan asked,

“Pauz, and yeah she’s on her way now.”

“You not gonna wait for her?”

“Heh, are you kidding she takes forever to get ready and stuff so I may be a skeleton by the time she gets here.”

“Oh is that right?”

“Yeah.”

After I answered Ryan I felt so many eyes glaring at me. “Alright fine fuck I’m nervous okay!”

“Okay calm, calm.”

“Awww Drizzy!!” Courtne cooed.

“Court, really?”

“What?”

I shook my head at her. I was about to say something back, but a familiar voice made my head snap around.

“Lemonade?”

There she stood, the queen. My queen. My mouth dry when I saw what she was wearing. The hues of blue made her skin look radiant. The heels complimented her frame to a ‘T’.

“So are you just gonna stare or can I get a hug?” She bluntly stated.

I hung my head and smiled before getting up and going to her.

“Hey baby.”  I greeted. I felt her smile against me as she said a quiet hi back.

“Oh this is just so beautiful!” OB exclaimed while wiping a fake tear.

“Shut up OB!” Nicki retorted before letting me go to see everyone else.

I could tell Nika was nervous too. She was really quiet and kept messing with her fingers. I stood up from my chair and went over to her. Grabbing her hand, she stood up and I had her follow me into the house.

“Talk to me Nika.”

“I could tell you the same too.” She giggled.

“Don’t be nervous. It’s just me.”

“Nervous? Who said I was nervous?”

“Ahh, some things never change.”

“What’s that supposed to mean?” She asked as we walked to couch.

“You still think I don’t know better than you know yourself.”

“But you don’t though.”

“So, you, Nicki Minaj, known for her loud, crazy personality, all of sudden gets quiet for no reason.”

“I have a toned down personality to ya know. You even said it yourself.”

I saw her bite her lip once she finished talking. Letting me know she still remembered. I flashed my signature smile and felt her slap me upside the head, causing me to chuckle.

“Don’t fucking flatter yourself.”

“Girl, who the fuck are you talking to like that?”

“Uh well unless you see Casper the Friendly Ghost here, I’m talkin’ to you.”

“Getcha ass over here!”

“No!”

“You gettin’ it now.”

“Gettin’ what nigga?”

I heard her gasp and lightly moan as grabbed her arm and pulled her to me, slapping her ass and biting her weak spot on her neck.

“Who were you talkin’ to again?”

“I said I was talking to you.” She told me and got out of my grasp. She turned around and stuck her tongue out at me.

“I’m gonna get you so you better hide now.” I warned.

“Oh no what’s the boy gonna do to me? I’m so scared.” She cackled before running off.

After waiting a moment, I went to find, which I knew wouldn’t be that hard. She still thinks I don’t know her like that. What am I gonna do with her? I skipped all the other rooms in my house knowing she wouldn’t wander that far again. Last time she was here she got lost. That was funny. Opening my bedroom door, I immediately went to my closet.

“Gee, where oh where could she be? She couldn’t be up there, she’s too short. Hmm lower probably. Oh not that one. Nope that one either. Hmmm maybe this one.” I playfully spoke before pulling my hangers full of clothes to each side.

“There she is.”

“Fuck you.”

“Oh word? Aight, let’s go.”

“Go wher- AUBREY PUT ME DOWN!!”

“Huh? What?” I pretended not hear her. I walked over to the bed and flopped her down on it.

“Now what nigga?”

“Since I am a nice guy, I decided to give you a chance to apologize.”

“For what? I was talking to you.”

“I don’t like your tone Onika.”

“Okay so.”

I sighed and cracked my fingers before quickly grabbing her sides to tickle her. A little scream 
was audible before the laughter began. Damn, I missed that laugh and that smile.

“STAHPPPPP!!!”

“Ready to apologize?”

“HAHAHAHAHAHA YES!!”

I slowed my hands and removed them. She caught her breath and wiped her eyes.

“I’m waiting.”

“Nigga-”

I held up my hand.

“I don’t think that’s how I’m Sorry is supposed to go.”

N/O

Nicki looked at Drake like he was out of his mind.

“This nigga serious?” She mentally spoke to herself.

Letting out a deep sigh, she finally apologized making Drake smile wide.

“That’s my boo boo.”

Nicki blushed when he called her that. One of the few nicknames he had for her. They silently stared into each others eyes until Drake spoke up.

“Here let’s get these off of you.” Referring to the heels she was still wearing.

A light smile graced Nicki’s face. Still the absolute gentleman she remembered. Drake sat next to her and looked over at her. Catching his gaze, Nicki crawled on his lap. Laying her head on his chest, sighing at the feeling of completion she got when she was with him and only him.

“I missed you a lot Nika.” Drake whispered to her.

“I tried my damnedest not to miss ya ass, but I did miss you a lot.” She giggled.

“You never know what you got until it’s gone.”

“Well I’m back now.” She replied before lifting her head up to kiss him.

That spark ran through the both them. Almost shocking them out of the kiss.

“I missed doing that.” Nicki said breaking the kiss.

“I missed getting them.” Drake told her before attaching his plump lips to hers again. So soft, so smooth. He felt her turn her body so she was straddling him, deepening the kiss that was only meant to be a quick peck on the lips. Nicki’s tiny hands touched the sides of his face while Drake gripped her sides, making Nicki weak. He still knew what to do to her. Whether that be comforting her while she was sad, or knowing how to make her laugh, or knowing all the right place to touch her to make her quiver, moan, whimper, and last, but not least he knew how to make her scream. Only he could do that. Nicki dropped her hands to her wrap that was on her waist and began to take it off.

“Whoa baby. We don’t have to.”

“I want to Aubrey. I wanna be with you. I want you to show me how much you love me.”

“You know how much I love you.”

“What if I need a reminder?” She giggled into his neck before lightly kissing and sucking on his one spot that she only knew about.

“Damn, Nic.” He sighed and dropped his hands down to her ass. He grabbed the thin fabric of the cover up she had on and swiftly pulled it out from under her. Nicki’s lips returned to his and felt him rub the small of her back, caressing her, making her feel good without doing much. His hands slipped to the top of her thighs and lightly rubbed up and down, lightly scratching her thighs with his short nails as well. Nicki felt him rise under her, making her hip unintentionally start to roll and grind on him. Soft moans were barely audible. The anticipation was getting to be too much for them. Drake broke the kiss and started devouring her neck while grabbing her plump ass.

Drake rolled them over so that Nicki was on her back. He slowly kissed from her neck to her chest, reaching under her to take off her top. Licking around her big breasts before getting to her hard nipples. Always were sensitive. Biting down softly on one of them, Drake heard her whimper. Removing his hand from her other breast, he slid it down her flat abdomen getting to the hem of her bathing suit bottoms. His fingers traced it and lightly danced around her most sensitive area.

“Uh, always w-were a teaseee.”

Cupping her pussy with his hand, he felt the dampness on her bottoms. He began lightly rubbing her making her squirm under him. Slowly, he made his way down to her sweet river. He grabbed the hem of her bottoms and pulled off. Nicki lifted her big hips and held her legs up. He began licking up and down her inner thighs. Nicki grabbed her breasts and groaned at the teasing he was giving her.

“Please.” She begged. Only he could make her be submissive.

Drake smirked and started flicking his tongue over sensitive and swollen clit, making her shudder and jerk. Sucking, biting and licking all over her wet flesh.

“F-Fuck!”

He inserted two fingers in her, curling them so they could hit that spot, sending her into her orgasm.

“Aubrey!”

He withdrew his fingers once she came down from her high and stuck them in her mouth for her to lick and suck all her juices. Pulling his fingers from her mouth, he thumbed her clit making her moan and squirm. He pulled his pants down and slowly gave her all of him. Nicki’s mouth hung open as she felt him enter her tight wet opening. She felt him pull out, almost groaning in displeasure before the feeling of him returning into her fast and hard. Nicki’s hands flew to her mouth as her orgasm suddenly crashed into her.

“Scream for me baby.”

“It feels so good.”

“I love you.” He whispered into her ear as he pumped into her at a steady pace.

About two hours had passed. Drake got her into his favorite position. He heard her giggle. A thought run through his mind. Maybe it wasn’t just his favorite position anymore. Reaching around, he started rubbing her clit. Nicki bit her bottom lip as her hand gripped the bed sheet.

“Ready?”

“G-Give it to mmme.”

Drake stroked himself and teased her with his tip before slamming into her once. She collapsed under him, shaking. He picked her up put her on her back.

“Couldn’t it take huh?”

“Shhut up.”

He smirked and reached down to rub her clit. Nicki moaned out and grabbed his arm that was holding him up. She dug her sharp nails into his arm as she neared another orgasm. Drake moved his hand and slammed into her, making her scream just the way he liked. He continued thrusting until he got his too. Her screaming his name over and over filled his ear, driving him closer and closer to his orgasm.

“C-Cum inside m-me Papii.” Nicki struggled to say. She continued talking dirty to him knowing it would send him over the edge.

“Goddamit Onika.” He groaned as he filled her.

Drake pulled out of her and massaged her. Whispering sweet nothing’s in her ear. He pulled her to his chest and threw the sheets over them. Rubbing her back until she succumbed to her sleep.

Coming Soon

| A Week Before Mother’s Day |

"Mommy you can’t tell Drake or his mother until I do. Okay?"
"Okay! Better say someting soon Onika!"
"I will!! He’s already gonna be mad that I didn’t tell him first."
"He’s not gonna be mad."
"Oh then what’s he gonna be?" Nicki asked with attitude.
"Watch who ya talkin’ too," Mama Carol told her daughter, "He’s gonna over the moon and surprised Nicki."
"If you say so.”
“I know so. Are you nervous?”
“No mommy! Why would I be nervous?”
“Nicki…”
“Okay fine! I am, but I don’t know why.”
“It’s perfectly normal to be nervous. Everything’s gonna be okay, now mommy’s gotta go to the studio.”
“Oh god it’s so weird hearing that.”
“It’s weird saying it my dear. I love you Onika! Tell my son in law soon!”
“I will, I will. I love you too mommy.”

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“Hey Nic? You okay? You’ve been acting weird?” Drake questioned.
“Huh?”
“I asked if you were okay? You’re acting strange.”
“Yeah I’m fine.”
“Are you lying to me?”
That question made a lump appear in Nicki’s throat. She forgets that Drake knows her like the back of his hand.
“N-No.” Nicki cursed herself for stuttering. She wanted to tell him but she has a plan.
“You sure?”
“Yes Papi, geez!”
“Just checkin ma! Simmer down.”
“Okay, thank you baby.” Nicki said as she was on her tip toes, giving him a kiss on the cheek.
Nicki let out a breath she didn’t know she was holding in once he stepped out of the house to shoot hoops with his boys. She had to tell him and fast. He’s getting suspicious. Nicki quickly finished prepping for dinner before jogging up the stairs and calling Sherika.
“This hoe better answer the phone.” Nicki said aloud.
“Hello?” Sherika answered.
“Drake’s getting suspicious!”
“Why do you sound so surprised? When are you gonna finally get it through your head that, that boy know you like we and ya mama know you?”
“I called to talk, not a lecture. Hush the noise.”
“It isn’t noise if it’s the truth Onika.”
“Goodbye.”
With that, Nicki ended the call. She grabbed her computer and googled ways to tell your significant other you’re pregnant. Instinctively, Nicki rubbed her stomach and smiled at the fact that she is having a baby by the man of her dreams and the love of her life. She found some pictures and an idea sparked in her brain. Selecting four of her favorite photos and printing them out, her plan was in action.
“I can do this….After dinner I’ll tell him….yeah good plan…why am I so nervous?” Nicki spoked to herself as she hid the photos with her work belongings.
After sighing to herself, she went to the staircase and descended down them. Nicki quickly had everything cooking since she had already prepared most of it. Her stomach started to get a little queasy so she pulled open the sliding glass door and yelled to Drake.
“Hey baby!”
“Dinner’s ready?!”
“No, not yet you pig! Do we have any ginger ale?!”
“What?!”
“Ginger ale! Do we have some?!”
“What?!”
“Fuck it! Nevermind!” Nicki screamed and then mumbled to herself as she went back to the kitchen and stirred her pasta noodles.
A little while later the pasta was done and Nicki set the table.
“Boys!!! Dinner!!” Nicki hurried out of the way, because she knew a stampede was about to happen. The boys rushed inside the house and sat down at the table.
“Babe, you not eatin’?” Drake asked.
“I am.” Nicki answered before getting a tub of ice cream and a jar of dill pickles out of the freezer and refrigerator. All the boys turned their face up in disgust.
“You good Nic?” Chubbs questioned.
“Yep.”
“Drake, what’s wrong with wifey?” Mark whispered to Drake.
“Something’s up but I don’t know what.”
“Uhh y’all stank. Excuse me.”
“Where are you going?” Drake asked.
“To puke, I’ll be back.”
“Nic!”
“Stay there! I’m fine!” Nicki yelled back as the sound of her voice kept getting farther and farther away.

| After Dinner |

Nicki returned to the dining room to find the boys gone and the plates and bowls in the sink, rinsed out and everything. Nicki sighed and rubbed her stomach again.
“Aww fuck, I gotta tell him.” Nicki pouted.
“Him? Him who?” Drake inquired, scaring Nicki.
“You dick!!”
“I’m sorry! I thought you would hear my footsteps!”
“Well I didn’t.”
“Well I apologize, now tell him what? Who’s him?”
“Him is you asshole.”
“Alright, drop the fucking attitude. I’m just trying to see if you’re okay.”
Nicki grabbed his hand and attempted to pull him, but he stood his ground.
“Aubrey, I’m sorry okay, I’m freaking out and I don’t know how to tell you. Just don’t be mad please.”
“Well ‘don’t be mad’ usually means I’ll get mad, but okay. What is it?”
“You have to come upstairs.”
“Seriously? You can’t just say it?”
“No! Aubrey I can’t!”
“Alright fine.”
Nicki lead the way up the stair and into their bedroom. She told Drake to sit on the bed and of course Drake gave her a funny look.
“Drake.”
“Okay, okay.”
Nicki went to grab the four pictures. She looked at them and sighed knowing this was it. Their lives were about change, drastically. Were they ready for the ride?
“Look at this pictures. What is the recurring theme?”






“Um well they all look to be pregnant. One’s even holding a baby.”
“Right…. What do you think about that?”
“Uh I don’t know. What do you mean?”
“Okay, why do you think I’m showing you these?”
“I don’t- wait…. Are you?” Drake asked as big smile graced his face making one appear on Nicki’s as well.
“Am I?”
“Onika. Are you trying to tell me you’re pregnant?”
Nicki looked at the ground and nodded her head.
“Well why didn’t you just tell me!!” Drake exclaimed before standing and engulfing her into a hug.
“I was scared.” Nicki confessed.
“Why?”
“Because I was.”
“When did you find out?”
“Two weeks ago.”
“Two weeks ago?!”
“Aubbie please don’t be mad.”
“Who else knew?”
“My mom and my best friends.”
“Dammit Nicki.”
“I know, I know Aubrey. I’m sorry. It was instinct to call my mom and then after that I was gonna tell you but I chickened out and my mom told TT and then TT told the rest of the girls.”
“Alright.” He sighed.
“Don’t be mad at me Papi.” Nicki said in her baby voice, adding her famous pout knowing he couldn’t stay mad at her.
“I’m not mad…. Anymore.  Now, let’s tell my boys.”
“Okay.” Nicki giggled.

Determined Destiny // Chapter 9 // Who Do You Love?

      

AMI’S POV

This man has the audacity to walk out on me, yet again. In front of his mother. Who the fuck does that? I know Aubrey and I have some working to do on our loving relationship but, this kinky cat and mouse game is going on for too long. Grad is in a few days, and a few days after, i’m suppose to be saying ‘I do.’ with the man I love.
"I apologize for his horrendous behavior, Ami." Mama Sandi said to me. I plastered a fake smile and looked towards her.
"It’s alright Mom, I understand. I think I should check on him though. You know, his issues with anger." When in all reality, I was pissed And, I knew exactly where he was going. The bitch.
"Oh, Ami. You are just so wonderful. I don’t understand why Aubrey dislikes you." She smiled and hugged me. This lady smells like mothballs and sweat. When she released, I forced the smile back on my face. I said goodbye and grabbed my coat. I’m going to let this hoe know, who she’s dealing with.
I stormed into her house. The absent cars notified me that I didn’t have to uphold my sweet girl image to Nicki’s parents. Perfect. I walked into Nicki crying, of course. And Aubrey holding her. They both looked up and I crossed my arms.
"Dammit Ami! Why do you keep following us?" Aubrey yelled standing up. I saw Nicki pulling down her sleeves but I shrugged it off.
"Why are you always here with this Trick?!" I yelled.
"Who are you calling a Trick?!" She attempted to defend herself. But I knew she wasn’t shit. Never will be.
"Sit down, Nobody was talking to you. Grown ups are speaking." I swerved and looked back at Aubrey.
"Grown up? Bitch you the size of a smurf." She think she got joke. I rolled my eyes, and then hit Aubrey’s arm for laughing. Nigga. It wasn’t funny.
"Aubrey, you’re coming home with me, now."
"He’s not going anywhere." Nicki stood up and walked over to me.
"Excuse me, but did I not say, ‘Aubrey’? Who the fuck was talking to you." I walked up to her. I’m not scared. Before she could retaliate, Aubrey pulled her back and stepped in front of her.
"Now is not the time, Ami." He said sternly.
"Aubrey, let’s go."
"Ami, go home."
"Not without you."
"Shut the fuck up and get out of my house." Nicki pulled him back and got back up to my face. Honestly, her pores are the size of texas. She looks like fucking Kruger. 
"Make me, bitch." She looked away and chuckled. But before I knew it, her fist had hit me. Lucky shot. I brought my hand to where she had punched me and looked at Aubrey. He was laughing. My eyes started to water but I didn’t want them to see my cry.
"Aubrey…Do something."
"You came here looking for a fight, didn’t you?" He said. I looked at both of them and rolled my eyes, letting the tears fall.
"Fuck you." Is all I could say before leaving. Fuck them.

    

NICKI’S POV

I fucking hate that bitch! Yes I know hate is a strong word but wholeheartedly hate her and Shawn. Sometimes I feel like this is all a terrible dream and that our parents wouldn’t do this to us,

but I wake up everyday facing the reality that it’s not. 

“Thanks to that bitch, my fucking hand is killing me.”
“Oh my God that was hilarious! I can’t get how she was acting all bad and shit then you stepped to her and decked her and then the look of shock on her face!” Drake spoke while laughing. I smiled and looked at him.
“You do realize she’s gonna tell your mom right?” He frowned and fell back onto the sofa.
“Nic! Why did you have to ruin my fun?” He groaned. I shrugged and climbed on top of him.
“Sorry, but its the truth. She’s gonna tell your mom, your mom is gonna tell your dad, and then your parents are gonna tell my parents.” I sighed and put my head down on his chest. He started playing with the strands of my hair.
“Hey Nic-”
“Huh?” I looked up at him.
“You know since Grad is in a few days, we should sneak off. What do you think?”
“I think that’s a good idea that honestly could not go wrong.” I answered sarcastically.
“C’mon Nic! Don’t be negative! This may be our last…”
“Our last time together, yeah I know, no need to remind me.” I laid my head back down on his chest and started to draw circles with my finger tip.
"See even you know we probably aren’t gonna be able to see each other anymore.”
“Nic, I didn’t mean it like that. What could happen?”
“Uh we could get in trouble.”
“Oh. Oh so that’s how it’s gonna be?”
“Bish whet?” The look he gave me made me bust out laughing.
“Ok. Whatever do you mean darling?” I asked in my british accent.
He shook his head at me.
“I mean, we are already in trouble, so what some more gonna do? Unless you’re scared.”
“Uh excuse me? Scared. Do you know who you’re talking to? What makes you think I’m so scared?”
“By the way you’re acting.”
“You know what, fine! We can do it,” He brought his hands to my waist and lowered them towards my ass.
"We can?" He smirked.
"Pause, playboy." I saw a big smile appear on his face. I chuckled and smiled back at him. For the next couple of hours, Aubrey and I devised a plan and then we got on the topic of my problems.

I hate talking about them. I hate that I did that to myself.

Aubrey is the only person who knows and I plan on keeping it that way. My parents would be so ashamed if they found out. Hell, I’m even ashamed. I can’t believe I did it. I never thought I would be that person nor did I ever think I would be in this position I am either. 
Aubrey has this way of making everything okay and making you feel comfortable. He picks me up when I’m down or when I’m at my lowest point. The thought of not seeing him again saddens me because he’s everything to me. He’s practically my lifeline.

 

It was the next day and I woke up feeling happier than I have in months. I went ahead and told my mom my excuse which was one of my more simpler ones, the ‘I’m hanging out with my boys’. Today might be the last day I have to share with Onika, and i’m not gonna waste it.
I waved goodbye to my mom and walked towards the trail where Onika and I agreed to meet. I heard tiny footsteps behind me and I turned with a smile on my face, but that smile quickly faded when I saw Ami.
"What are you doing here?" She rubbed her arm and looked straight at me.
"I came to talk." I sighed heavily and looked around to see if Onika was coming. She wasn’t.
"Talk."
"I just wanted to say sorry. I know you really love Nicki, and i’ve been a jealous bitch. Fucking shit up." She didn’t look me in the eye, she just played with her feet, drawing circles in the dirt. I didn’t say anything. And I guess that cued the tears.
"I got to go pick up my dress with your mom." She slightly smiled. "See you next week." She walked away not saying another word. 


      

NICKI’S POV

"Yeah, With Thembi mom, love you." I hung up and continued to fix my hair. Last day with Aubrey. After Tonight, the next few days will be preparing for hell. Grad is tomorrow, and I have to prepare this fucking catastrophe my parents and the Camry’s call a wedding. I haven’t even seen Shawn since the shooting; I don’t want to anyway. I walked into my closet and picked one of the jays sitting in the corner. I looked back up and saw my grad dress. I stared at it for a while but was cut out of my trance when I heard a knock on the door. It couldn’t have been Aubrey, we’re meeting at the trail. I ran downstairs and answered to Satan.
"What th-" Before I could answer, Shawn planted his lips on me. I tried pushing him off, but he was too strong. 
"Shawn, get, off!" I mumbled during his slobbery kisses. He finally released and I hit him as hard as I could.
"ARE YOU SENILE?!" I yelled at him. He didn’t answer. I looked up at the large clock hanging on my wall. I pushed him aside and walked out. I’m late. I ignored him calling my name to come back, and started running towards the trail. The trail wasn’t far, but it wasn’t exactly close. And I wanted to get there as fast as I could. I came near to the spot and was about to speak, until I saw them.
She brought her arm up to his neck ran her fingers through his hair. I watched as Ami attacked him with his lips. I cleared my throat and watched them both turn around.
"Onika…" He said. I shrugged and nodded.
"Is this why you called me here?" I rolled my eyes back and looked up in attempt to not let my tears fall.
"Why do you always play with me?" I didn’t let him answer. I looked at Ami.
"Keep ‘em." I turned to walk away and saw Shawn running. He stopped when he saw me crying and stuck his hand out. I pushed it away and continued walking. He followed behind me.

    

AMI’S POV

Hook, line and sinker. Got ‘em right where I want ‘em. I didn’t plan on Nicki’s raggedy ass to come but, hey- was a great show. I looked at Aubrey he was looking at the ground. I put my hand on his arm but, he shrugged it off.
“This is all my fault.” I whispered. He looked at me and I looked away. This nigga is a sucker for waterworks. He kissed his teeth and brought me into a hug. I pushed him away.
“Don’t.” He looked at me confused. ” Don’t hug me. Let’s not pretend we’re buddy-buddy. We’re not buddy-buddy. Go get her Aubrey.” He looked straight at me and I weakly smiled.
“You’re serious…” I nodded and pointed to where she ran. He looked and sighed.
“I’ll just go home.” I looked at him. Perfect answer.
“Well, I’m heading there anyway, wanna walk together?” I stood out my hand and I was surprised her grabbed it. We walked hand in hand not saying a word. We walked up his driveway and he opened the door for me. I thanked him and walked inside.
“Mama G?” I yelled. I knew she wasn’t home, but I had to play along. He thinks I came to go get my dress with his mom. “She’s not home yet?” He shook his head ‘no’ and I sighed.
“You mind if I wait for her?” I sat at the table and watched the clock. After a few minutes he finally offered.
“You wanna…chill, upstairs?” I looked at him as if he was crazy, but inside I was screaming ‘hallelujah.’
“You think that’s a good idea?” He scratched the back of his head and shrugged. I stood up and walked near him.
“Lead the way.” He partly smiled and walked up the stairs into his room.
“Hey! Wanna have a little fun?”
“What kind of fun? Your fun always seems to get me in trouble with Nika.”
“I was just gonna drink while we watched the movie and I was wondering if you wanted to join?”
“Sure, why not? Maybe I can drink my problems away.”
“Maybe.” I smirked and sat on his bed, while getting a pint of vodka out of my bag as I waited for him to put a movie on. During the movie, drinks were flowing and he had considerably more than I did. Which was all part of the plan of course. But anyway back to Aubrey, I could see how upset he was. I know I was acting but, damn. It kinda really pains me to see him like this. I paused the movie and looked at him.
“What you do that for?” He asked. I scooted closer to him and looked him, eye to eye.
“You’re upset. Let’s talk.” He shook his head ‘no’ but I wasn’t taking that for an answer.
“You love her, a lot.” He looked up and sighed.
“She never wants to hear my side. She always jumps to conclusions. This always happens, and she hasn’t even texted me back.” I nodded and put my hand on his shoulder and this time, he didn’t deny me. I moved closer and whispered.
“I’d never do you like that, Aubrey.” We stared deeply into each others eyes until we both leaned in for a kiss. I felt sparks fly, as his lips planted against mine. Soon, things progressed rapidly and I squealed as he brought his arms to my waist bringing me up on top of him and he started kissing down my neck. I moaned lowly, biting my lip. He brought his hands down lower, cupping my ass. He grabbed it, which made me moan louder. He smirked and so did I. I flipped my hair over my shoulder and went in for another kiss. Before we knew it, clothes we’re being thrown left and right. Aubrey had already flipped me over and started teasing me.
“Mmm, please.” I begged. He smack my inner thigh and devoured me. I grabbed the soft bed covers and arched my back, letting him have his way with me. “Shit.” I cursed under my breath.

    

SHAWN’S POV 

“Can you stop following me?!” She yelled again before she attempted to slam the door in my face. I blocked her off and walked in.
“Sure Camry, come in. It’s not like I slammed the door in your face for a reason.” I chuckled and looked at her, hands in pocket.
“Where have you been?” She yelled at me. I shrugged and answered.
“Out and about.” She scoffed.
“Yeah, real husband material.”
“Oh so you’re considering it?”
“Do I have a fucking choice?” Damn.
“Barbie, chill.”
“Don’t call me barbie.” She stormed past me and walked into her kitchen. Kendrick Lamar started playing and I knew it was her cellphone. I reached for it, but she hit my hand.
“Don’t.” She looked at the caller ID and rolled her eyes, guess it was the lightskinned noodle nigga.
“Why are you here?” I could hear her voice crack.
I saw tears strike her enticing eyes and I felt my heart twinge. I always did like Nicki, but I never knew how to show it. The jerk card always worked with other girls but not with her so I’m at a loss.
“Nicki, don’t cry.” I reached up to her face and tried to wipe her tears, but she flinched away from. I couldn’t blame her. I treated her like shit. I put her through a lot. She has got to be the only one who can make the real me come out.
“Okay, lemme try something else,” I offered my hand out to her. She looked at it, then at me. I shook it, practically begging for her to grab it. She finally grabbed my hand and I walked her over to her bed and we sat down.
“I know I haven’t exactly been the best person to you, but I honestly really like you.”She laughed and rolled her eyes. I’m being one hunnid right now.
"I think you’re the only one who can make me be … me." She stood up from the bed and walked over to her dresser. I watched her prop her little body up, and sit on top; crossing her arms.
"You’re not the typical girl I hit and ditch. I can tell my front isn’t working. If you will give me another chance, I promise to do better.” She looked me in the eyes and studied me for a while. I guess she saw that I was being sincere and agreed to give me another chance. She looked down and I could tell she fazed out. Probably thinking about where she is with the Graham cracker. But If you ask me, she doesn’t need him. At all.
“Fine. One more. That’s it.” I smiled and nodded. She weakly smiled back. I stood up and walked near her, resting my hands on her thighs.
“To make it up to you and maybe make you feel a little better, maybe you’ll let me take you out and do the things that daffodil nigga was supposed to do.” She smiled.
"I’d like that." She answered. I kissed her cheeck and she giggled. Kendrick started playing again, and this time she answered her phone.
"OH FUCK AUBREY!" Nicki squinted her eyes and removed the phone from her ear. She looked at it and put it back on her ear.
"You like that?" Nicki could feel herself tear up. She blinked, letting the tears fall. 
"Nika, bae, you alright?" I asked. I knew Ami had a plan, and maybe this was it. She hung up and threw her phone. I watched her break down and hope off the dresser, throwing herself on her bed. 
"Nicki, what’s-"
"They fucked."